2010年12月27日星期一

Red-faced memory

Red-faced memory

Country markets to get up early to go shopping, see a sell grains, and on the way back to buy several kilograms of red face, one asking about the price before we know has gone up a few cents. The boss said, and consequently can not see the rise it? Count only a few cents less, now is the coarse flour and rice are expensive than it. Which give birth to emotion: a child to eat every day, the public supply of the cheapest on the number of it, and now suddenly, it is more expensive than we have rice flour.
The memory of the red surface feeding, to young people who are strange, occasionally do a bit of home to let him (her) to eat, eat only rare, not too concerned about. And for those of us "after the five-O" and even the older generation of older people, but it is Mingxinkegu's.
Sixties and seventies of last century, due to the reasons for the supply system, ordinary family with red face, jade-eating wild rice noodles. Red-faced on the table is our main food. On the table every day without a red face, is definitely home to the guests, and only on holidays to eat flour to improve it. One year, back in Beijing, Taiyuan confinement Jinzi work, she lived in my grandmother home. Beijing may be a kind of instinct of red faces in conflict for some time, complained that her grandmother, and your Jinzi precious Yeah, I put fried red face on the table, put down a few mouthfuls of people did not have to light the porridge together ... ... I think people than we do capital food supply, rice flour and more, at best, eat steamed corn bread strike. Due to geographical reasons, the red-faced as a staple of the only we Shanxi.
Indeed, as red-faced really not a good thing! No nutrition to nutrition, but also unpalatable, can live in this place can only eat the Shanxi Province. Ever since, the red side of pasta production rise to the creation of the Shanxi Province, is the invention of older people. - Such as red-faced river fishing, the foreskin face, tick sharp, pointed brush, smooth tip, dipped in sharp, red-faced ambiguous, steamed sponge cake, bread and other two faces, coarse grains, secret agents, red-faced - so smart wife who did tricks Poyi renovation, a time to give us no choice.
That the times people eat red face, is almost pure red face, accompanied by leather and good elm, red glowing, looking good-looking, eating hard to swallow. Such as red-faced sharp tick, red pointed face rubbing, red face river fishing, the foreskin surface, the surface pattern Tingduo, but in reality there is no change in the ER, when the streets in some hotels, there are also red-faced segment selling steamed corn bread is served, life difficult and many children's families have had the experience of eating red-faced steamed corn bread. Growing up, took part in the work, but also inevitably eat red face, but then, people have begun to come back from the country to buy wheat, processed, mixed in the red flour to eat.
Red face, is a Jiaoren love-hate thing. Even outsiders are surprised at how so we love the red-faced from Shanxi?
1977 summer, I travel to live in the hostel Xiyang County, Shandong Province roommate live in a people, chat, Shandong quite mean to say that you won Shanxi Dazhai who change the world of high yield, production but all the famous high-LIANG Yu wild rice, I heard that in Shanxi to eat red face, described as "the heart of red bile aspiration, such as steel!" I'm listening to smile, but silent. Shandong - Shanxi, one word, not too far apart, actually has on our eating habits so much prejudice.
The late eighties, red-faced quietly fade out of our lives, but also far away from our table, occasional meal, nothing but a diet of nostalgia! There are now more open streets of Taiyuan Museum of coarse grains, and other provinces also, people occasionally eat whole grains eat red face, just as the long-awaited Laoyouzhongfeng, but the memory of past life, nothing more.

Village fog rhyme

Village fog rhyme

In the early light of dawn, I walked out of farm houses on stilts along the winding path, to the field, and wandering around in the wet ridge, Xie Xie transpiration and the warmth of the soil in place, immersed in the countryside to enjoy the fog rhyme.
I still wake up at this time the village seems to sleep, seems so tranquil, the dream became a hit with the fog like.
Fog, and near, light blue, the dawn mist, from the exuberant green leaves, Jingjing stump from under the slightest, a plume of nodding sway to rising up; distant, faint milky dawn mist from the valley, from the Qing Cheonggyecheon River, a round, rising up in bunches. Fog, in the village green and green meandering wandering, gently wiggle.
While chilly morning air blowing, fishes continuously, round beam beam fog like the wind girl tiny pair of Sun Jian, the hand woven like a piece of feather light, thin as onion skin of ribbons. Near, spread around the ribbon leisurely, some nestled in the trees, and some scattered in the grass, and some floating in the mountain side of the road diffuse, and some around the roof with the curl of smoke in the financial together, and some floated the woods, and some floating in the valley ... ... the entire country is warm and refreshing aroma, and even the dawn fog, also like the flavor when brewed out of the fog evaporates. In the distance, the ribbon winding and unlock the whole mountain, untied and wrapped, I do not know is the lingering fog on the mountain, or hill of fog tempting, as if the cut is always ongoing Qingsi, v. endless best friend. I thought: in this country early in the morning, if not accompanied by fog, the mountain which is how the lonely ah; If there is no attachment to the mountain, fog, how should the boring ah!
A fog, a fog; a mist, a cloud of fog. Fog is a huge fetish is fetish virtual gas. Misty misty fog that seems waves of indistinct from the bushes, from the stump, from the roof, from the valley, from near, from a distance, rolling coming in constantly hangs with, rose up, rolled and thicker the more exchange , piled thick, like a boiling cauldron of boiling white milk, filled with villages, the entire village is cuddle in his arms. Mist, I like jade tree, there is a feeling of floating, his face wet, creamy greasy hair became silver, eyebrows covered with crystal flowers. And like a huge fog, do not tear open, pull the white brocade is not bad, tightly to shrouded countryside. Near the farmhouse, trees, crops, and the distant mountains are gone, the valley is also filled, the front is the vast expanse of whiteness, a misty fans. I was the fog lifted the body, hanging in the air, as entered in Wonderland, I do not know where you are, have all sorts of mysterious illusion, really "lock mountain mist mountain mist, sky and water, tail water reaching the sky."
"Plug into the fog of the day, right close people and cattle do not argue," the fog is so thick, so deep, like the flow of slurry, it can help people float. I am wrapped in the endless mist, savor the joy and happiness of the soul, I feel that the fog is so soft, cool, light and erratic. Children blink of an eye, that is in the fog like a restless adolescent beautiful and sturdy country girls, flirting, make eyes, a shake three pendulum, leisurely into my arms, servant grinding coming from the ear. I saw her shy and charming style, I quickly went to hug Qubao, expect to kiss her, do not want clever, she is evasive, to provoke me after a while, suddenly disappeared. And blink of an eye, and if the fog that white-haired grandmother, Chi Mei good head, smiling, bending song ridge, gently touch my body, hand on things; I saw her soft and lovely face, I quickly going arrested and football, and more to snuggle her, and did not want to, kind of her, playing with me after a while, stormed hide their faces, suddenly disappeared.

Some sugar to life

Some sugar to life

Winter's morning, an outdoor mist, cold silence. When the son Beiqishubao ready to go to school, I quickly took a few from the storage tank toffee monkey on his hands. Son, sweet smile at me: "Thank you, Mom, sugar can help me get rid of fatigue, replenish their energy, with the mother's sugar, cold is no longer so hateful awful."
I am the original, I see the dessert is not to be, I do not like the greasy taste sweet. But now, I seem to have changed some, though I still do not like to eat sweet and sour pork sweet and sour fish, do not like drinking sugar water. However, I often buy some candy at home, especially in the winter, the family is not off the candy. Whenever I feel depressed when hungry, I'll cut open a candy into his mouth, with lingering sweetness that buttoned slightest tongue, through the layers of membrane, and then fill the entire abdominal cavity, filled the whole body, I The mood seems to also be in that chew lick them to relax and comfort. It turned out that such and such a sweet taste was actually wonderful, pleasant fragrance.
These days, I have been troubled by a message, we tested here, a senior industry died. I heard he was suffering from lung cancer, he stayed in the hospital only a week or so on the death of the. The speed, at the present level of medical care, some people really can not be accepted. When asked why, did not accept his treatment, he knows his days much, he did not want to go by the share of the pain, share of suffering, he even said that anyone who then insisted that he continue treatment, he went from inpatient The ninth floor jump. He's on to friends and family early on account of the funeral, he seemed to go very quiet, no worries, no regrets. In the older view, he probably feels that he has 70 years of age, 70 years so he has experienced many things, but also realize a lot of things. He is undoubtedly a wise wise man. He knows he is suffering from terminal illness, he did not want to give friends and family trouble, he did not want to spend money wasted, he seems to see through see through everything, so just get through his early release, an early comeback.
The departure of his predecessor for the same time feel sorry, I have some regret, because I do not agree with is the practice of the predecessors. I think he is trying to avoid his escape worldly troubles disputes; or that his lack of courage, a courage to fight with the disease. Indeed, injections are painful, and medication is bitter, the spread of cancer cells in vivo proliferation, rampage, wantonly indulging in even more terrible, and they Kenshi every inch of the human body skin, respiratory oppression of the people, the point of agony , rather die than live. But the fight for a stick of incense Buddha, who live breath. Person's life, the beginning of life, often lies in the idea that stretch between the ups and downs of life, maybe the eyes opened really is in a closed eye. If the senior is not too hard to see this pain, but due to their some sugar, think more of those wonderful sweet things, try to look at the fuzzy condition more easily and actively cooperate with medical treatment, each for their own the improvement of the day cheering for himself survived an off cheering. Perhaps he can work miracles, even if there is no miracle, at least, he is not go so fast. Good death is better than life, everyone should cherish awe of life, do not easily give up their right to live.
Person's life is full of ups and downs most difficult. Most things in life often eighty-nine, no one is born of life easy, so we have to think less eighty-nine, often thought or two. Or two will enable us to put down the burden, without reservation, there are bright spots in life no matter how tough, how tired of life must continue, human suffering and seek to learn music. After wind and rain do not, how can see the rainbow, only experienced bitter suffering of the people lived, would extra nice life, cherish life.